The School That Almost Destroyed Me
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The School That Almost Destroyed Me

Content warning: This post contains detailed descriptions of bullying, abuse, suicidal thoughts, and trauma from my time at secondary school. Please take care while reading.
Limbo (#22)
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Limbo (#22)

I’m talking about being stuck in limbo between jobs, chasing GCSE results from the year 2000, and the very unwelcome experience of having to dig back into records tied to my deadname.
The Song About Nothing In Particular
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The Song About Nothing In Particular

I recorded the vocals for this YEARS ago, I also recorded them freestyle and in one take, it kind of shows but is also kind of iconic haha! Stream/Buy/Download: The…
Tea
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Tea

A weird song about tea and girth...curious? Haha!
stimky
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stimky

This track is a fast, techno kinda song, lots of blips and chiptune influences and a sample of someone I know.
4am Brain Dump (#21)
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4am Brain Dump (#21)

I recorded this at around 3:45am after another broken night of sleep, and it ended up feeling like an old-school podcast episode in the best and worst way, me in the dark, unable to switch off, talking it out because I needed to.
redundant
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redundant

Oh deep and wonderful joy…
you hurt me
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you hurt me

I wanted this song to feel disorientating, but pulled together, disconcerting but steady - something that encapsulates the feeling of being treated badly in controlling and abusive relationship.
déjà vu
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déjà vu

A song that invokes memories of things
Found Frequencies
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Found Frequencies

I have over 20 years of weird recordings, audio, video and samples and this is the first in many Found Frequency type releases that will use those to create these patchwork tracks
What I Was Really Hungry For
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What I Was Really Hungry For

I’ve had a pretty turbulent time when it comes to my relationship with food, and one of the things that’s been a constant in my life is a slow, steady and invisible self-harm - comfort eating.
Love Is Just The Echo (Demo)
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Love Is Just The Echo (Demo)

Every so often I write lyrics that I want to share, I made this demo track so I could put it out into the world and I’m working on a…
Don’t Zoom On My Penis
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Don’t Zoom On My Penis

“Don’t Zoom On My Penis” is built around a real audio sample of me, circa 2005–2006, taken from an old video where I said the phrase “don’t zoom on my penis”.
alenetid
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alenetid

Alenetid is a Danish/Norwegian term for "alone time" or "me time," describing time spent by oneself to relax, pursue hobbies, or engage in self-care.
This Is Hard To Admit
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This Is Hard To Admit

I’m at my heaviest weight, newly pre-diabetic, and terrified of what that means for my future.